Stressed

I need to sleep but i can’t… I am trying but i can’t… For last two days i have been trying to sleep without pills… May be that’s why i can’t… Jodi ami pill na o khai taholeo dine ghum ase amr… But duidin dhore astese na… May be because of stress… stress of his leaving… Not knowing that whether i am going to able to meet him again or not… My whole world is being rooted apart… And i amnot able to do anything… I need to sleep… I want to spend my time with him more… I am praying to Allah day and night to marry me off somewhere near him… Sothat i can atleast see him, talk to him… You know he is more verbal when he is infront of you, not good in talking in social media… I like him more when he is infront of me, talking to me about things… I like listening to him… He can calm me down… I have seen the ability in him… Allah help me please… Please…