11july

That day i met him again… Again means again.. I emotionally brust out.. I asked all the questions i had in my mind… I cried again… Ami na bujhte pari na, when i cry did he feel sad, like something breaking down inside.. He wept my tears… He said sorry for the all the things he have done, do you think does it matter now?? He asked what he can do to make me feel better? Isnt it out of pity? Just because i was crying he said that to me… Dont you think so? Kno jani onk more jete iccha kore… Like this world has nothing left for me.. Kno jani suicide korar sahos ta peye gesi… I dont know from where… He is making me cold hearted… He is killing all my feelings… I feel dead inside.. And he doesnt listen to any of my emotional talkings… Like it doesn’t matter, let her talk… Ektu por emni chup hoye jabe… Allah apni sob dekhtesen to tai na, i want everything return.. Everything from him… I want to ignore him like he is doing to me.. I want you to punish him just like the way he is doing to me… Ami sotti e r sojjo korte partesi na… Life has lost its meaning to me…