Routine…

Someday he says good morning, some night he sends good night… No other talk whole day… If he got nothing to do, then sends me a message to meet him up… And i??? I am so lame, egoless, stupid, idiot girl i say ok lets meet.. Then we have some chitchat, some food together, then back home… Prothom prothom onk onk nagging kortam for him to meet me… Now that i have known i amnot his priority anymore i stopped nagging… Ashik mridha told me if you were important to him, he will set aside everything to make time for you… He is right, isn’t he? Why am i seeing the same old pattern?? Remember when tamzid returned to me, he used to do the same… No talking, nothing whole day, when he had time he used to meet me… Had some chitchat, then back home… I never complained… But why God making the pattern repeat this time? Why? Nothing is making sense…. Nothing… I want to die… Please God call me up… Please…