We met again… Today we again did…. I dont know why i end upto him… Like i cant say no to him… Why is it hard for me to say no to him… Today i told him ashik will help me to pass mrcs, then i felt like something broke inside him… He started to talking he will help me to pass the xm,. I can read with him… And he was holding my hand like i am letting him go and he didn’t want me to go to ashik… Whole time while he was holding my hand i felt like this… Like i was slipping from his hand and finally he can feel it that i am leaving and he doesn’t want me to leave… And oddly he said “ei meyer haat dhorte partesi etai onk besi”… Ami shuneo na shunar vaan korsi… I know he is gonna miss me too much when he will be there… And me?? I dont know what am i gonna do then… Ekhn mone hocche kobita ta jeno amr jonnoi likha:
যতই দূরে যেতে চাই, ততই আসি কাছে,
আমার গায়ে তাহার গায়ের গন্ধ লেগে আছে।
belle ame (a beautiful soul) 